Sunday, January 27, 2013
Rarely do I write anything serious but I would like to take a minute to be completely honest. Last week I was not myself. I was fine on Sunday, I watched football and wrote my normal, hilarious blog post. From Monday to Thursday I felt angry and depressed. I went to sleep anxious and woke up miserable. I dreaded going to work and hated every minute I was there. Every customer annoyed the crap out of me for some reason. I even broke down and cried at work on Thursday. I barely knew why it happened. It was uncontrollable too like a whole bunch of stuff was bottled in and it needed to get out. Normally after I have a good cry I feel better but I didn't feel that much different after this time. I was still in a bad mood the rest of the day. I eventually got over what was bothering me and was my normal self by Friday.
I tried to figure out what was bothering me and came up with a few conclusions but couldn't narrow it down completely. I think I might have been going through male menopause. It was just random emotion that I could not control. Nothing could put me in a good mood, I couldn't even blog, that is how bad it was. Let's hope I don't have a nervous breakdown again any time soon.
I really fell behind in my blogging responsibilities. I was doing so well then I got sick and then this shit happened. I'm ready for a fresh start this week. I have a lot of good things planned. I am trying to get back to my roots. I was reading some old posts of mine from 2010 and I was literally laughing out loud from them. I never realized how hilarious I am. I was reading my Battle of the Cereal Mascots posts. If you haven't read them, I highly recommend that you do so. There were 7 battles in total. It felt good to laugh at what I had written and got me all juiced up to want to write. I plan on resurrecting my Battle posts. Stay tuned for one to happen real soon.
Posted by Powdered Toast Man at 11:03 PM